Friday, June 10, 2005

Go Ahead... Write

It should help. You show the world everyday how strong you are, but not just because you strive everyday to be strong. For them. But also because you know you have to. Because thay need you to be strong. You now know more than ever that the silence has to be broken. That your silence would do nothing but let the evil harm more innocent people.

Go ahead... cry.

No one can see your tears right now, sleepless and sobbing at 3am. No one has to know that the nightmares came back. That many memories you thought have been forgotten and stamped out of your mind has resurfaced yet again. No one has to know how all of a sudden every move you made is being watched and often misread. Misjudged.

Now stop.

It should be enough. It's time to get back to sleep. You have much to do. And people to help. To protect. At first you thought you're doing all this because you have to. That it's your duty. But you've looked deep in your heart and you realized. You simply cannot let this go on anymore. Your soul won't let you. It will not be easy. Nor pleasant. But you're gonna do it.

As much as it hurts. As long as it takes.


Until enough people are protected by the truth.

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

Confessions of a Fairy Tale Stepmother

Confessions of a Fairy Tale Stepmother

As much as i hate to admit it...

I hate her.
I fucking hate her.

Here I am struggling to be the best
With rigorous training and treatments
To prove that I'm better than the rest.

I'm the goddamn Queen
Who's known through the lands
As the fairest one of all.

Now this young bitch comes along
And suddenly she's the new It Girl.
My reign is over before it’s barely begun.

As much as i hate to admit it...

She threatens me.
She fucking threatens me.